德伯家的苔丝(TESS OF THE D'URBERVILLES)第四十一章
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From the foregoing events of the winter-time let us press on to an October day, more than eight months subsequent to the parting of Clare and Tess. We discover the latter in changed conditions; instead of a bride with boxes and trunks which others bore, we see her a lonely woman with a basket and a bundle in her own porterage, as at an earlier time when she was no bride; instead of the ample means that were projected by her husband for her comfort through this probationary1 period, she can produce only a flattened2 purse.

After again leaving Marlott, her home, she had got through the spring and summer without any great stress upon her physical powers, the time being mainly spent in rendering3 light irregular service at dairy-work near Port-Bredy to the west of the Black-moor Valley, equally remote from her native place and from Talbothays. She preferred this to living on his allowance. Mentally she remained in utter stagnation4, a condition which the mechanical occupation rather fostered than checked. Her consciousness was at that other dairy, at that other season, in the presence of the tender lover who had confronted her there - he who, the moment she had grasped him to keep for her own, had disappeared like a shape in a vision.

The dairy-work lasted only till the milk began to lessen5, for she had not met with a second regular engagement as at Talbothays, but had done duty as a supernumerary only. However, as harvest was now beginning, she had simply to remove from the pasture to the stubble to find plenty Of further occupation, and this continued till harvest was done.

Of the five-and-twenty pounds which had remained to her of Clare's allowance, after deducting6 the other half of the fifty as a contribution to her parents for the trouble and expense to which she had put them, she had as vet7 spent but little. But there now followed an unfortunate interval8 of wet weather, during which she was obliged to fall back upon her sovereigns.

She could not bear to let them go. Angel had put them into her hand, had obtained them bright and new from his bank for her; his touch had consecrated9 them to souvenirs of himself - they appeared to have had as yet no other history than such as was created by his and her own experiences - and to disperse10 them was like giving away relics11. But she had to do it, and one by one they left her hands.

She had been compelled to send her mother her address from time to time, but she concealed12 her circumstances. When her money had almost gone a letter from her mother reached her. Joan stated that they were in dreadful difficulty; the autumn rains had gone through the thatch13 of the house, which required entire renewal14; but this could not be done because the previous thatching had never been paid for. New rafters and a new ceiling upstairs also were required, which, with the previous bill, would amount to a sum of twenty pounds. As her husband was a man of means, and had doubtless returned by this time, could she not send them the money?

Tess had thirty pounds coming to her almost immediately from Angel's bankers, and, the case being so deplorable, as soon as the sum was received she sent the twenty as requested. Part of the remainder she was obliged to expend15 in winter clothing, leaving only a nominal16 sum for the whole inclement17 season at hand. When the last pound had gone, a remark of Angel's that whenever she required further resources she was to apply to his father, remained to be considered.

But the more Tess thought of the step the more reluctant was she to take it. The same delicacy18, pride, false shame, whatever it may be called, on Clare's account, which had led her to hide from her own parents the prolongation of the estrangement19, hindered her in owning to his that she was in want after the fair allowance he had left her. They probably despised her already; how much more they would despise her in the character of a mendicant20! The consequence was that by no effort could the parson's daughter-in-law bring herself to let him know her state.

Her reluctance21 to communicate with her husband's parents might, she thought, lessen with the lapse22 of time; but with her own the reverse obtained. On her leaving their house after the short visit subsequent to her marriage they were under the impression that she was ultimately going to join her husband; and from that time to the present she had done nothing to disturb their belief that she was awaiting his return in comfort, hoping against hope that his journey to Brazil would result in a short stay only, after which he would come to fetch her, or that he would write for her to join him; in any case that they would soon present a united front to their families and the world. This hope she still fostered. To let her parents know that she was a deserted23 wife, dependent, now that she had relieved their necessities, on her own hands for a living, after the éclat of a marriage which was to nullify the collapse24 of the first attempt, would be too much indeed.

The set of brilliants returned to her mind. Where Clare had deposited them she did not know, and it mattered little, if it were true that she could only use and not sell them. Even were they absolutely hers it would be passing mean to enrich herself by a legal title to them which was not essentially25 hers at all.

Meanwhile her husband's days had been by no means free from trial. At this moment he was lying ill of fever in the clay lands near Curitiba in Brazil, having been drenched26 with thunder-storms and persecuted27 by other hardships, in common with all the English farmers and farm-labourers who, just at this time, were deluded28 into going thither29 by the promises of the Brazilian Government, and by the baseless assumption that those frames which, ploughing and sowing on English Liplands, had resisted all the weathers to whose moods they had been born, could resist equally well all the weathers by which they were surprised on Brazilian plains.

To return. Thus it happened that when the last of Tess's sovereigns had been spent she was unprovided with others to take their place, while on account of the season she found it increasingly difficult to get employment. Not being aware of the rarity of intelligence, energy, health, and willingness in any sphere of life, she refrained from seeking an indoor occupation; fearing towns, large houses, people of means and social sophistication, and of manners other than rural. From that direction of gentility Black Care had come. Society might be better than she supposed from her slight experience of it. But she had no proof of this, and her instinct in the circumstances was to avoid its purlieus.

The small dairies to the west, beyond Port-Bredy, in which she had served as supernumerary milkmaid during the spring and summer required no further aid. Room would probably have been made for her at Talbothays, if only out of sheer compassion30; but comfortable as her life had been there she could not go back. The anti-climax would be too intolerable; and her return might bring reproach upon her idolized husband. She could not have borne their pity, and their whispered remarks to one another upon her strange situation; though she would almost have faced a knowledge of her circumstances by every individual there, so long as her story had remained isolated31 in the mind of each. It was the interchange of ideas about her that made her sensitiveness wince32. Tess could not account for this distinction; she simply knew that she felt it.

She was now on her way to an upland farm in the centre of the county, to which she had been recommended by a wandering letter which had reached her from Marian. Marian had somehow heard that Tess was separated from her husband - probably through Izz Huett - and the good-natured and now tippling girl, deeming Tess in trouble, had hastened to notify to her former friend that she herself had gone to this upland spot after leaving the dairy, and would like to see her there, where there was room for other hands, if it was really true that she worked again as of old.

With the shortening of the days all hope of obtaining her husband's forgiveness began to leave her: and there was something of the habitude of the wild animal in the unreflecting instinct with which she rambled33 on - disconnecting herself by littles from her eventful past at every step, obliterating34 her identity, giving no thought to accidents or contingencies35 which might make a quick discovery of her whereabouts by others of importance to her own happiness, if not to theirs.

Among the difficulties of her lonely position not the least was the attention she excited by her appearance, a certain bearing of distinction, which she had caught from Clare, being superadded to her natural attractiveness. Whilst the clothes lasted which had been prepared for her marriage, these casual glances of interest caused her no inconvenience, but as soon as she was compelled to don the wrapper of a fieldwoman, rude words were addressed to her more than once; but nothing occurred to cause her bodily fear till a particular November afternoon.

She had preferred the country west of the River Brit to the upland farm for which she was now bound, because, for one thing, it was nearer to the home of her husband's father; and to hover36 about that region unrecognized, with the notion that she might decide to call at the Vicarage some day, gave her pleasure. But having once decided37 to try the higher and drier levels, she pressed back eastward38, marching afoot towards the village of Chalk-Newton, where she meant to pass the night.

The lane was long and unvaried, and, owing to the rapid shortening of the days, dusk came upon her before she was aware. She had reached the top of a hill down which the lane stretched its serpentine39 length in glimpses, when she heard footsteps behind her back, and in a few moments she was overtaken by a man. He stepped up alongside Tess and said--

`Good-night, my pretty maid': to which she civilly replied.

The light still remaining in the sky lit up her face, though the landscape was nearly dark. The man turned and stared hard at her.

`Why, surely, it is the young wench who was at Trantridge awhile - young Squire40 d'Urberville's friend? I was there at that time, though I don't live there now.'

She recognized in him the well-to-do boor41 whom Angel had knocked down at the inn for addressing her coarsely. A spasm42 of anguish43 shot through her, and she returned him no answer.

`Be honest enough to own it, and that what I said in the town was true, though your fancy-man was so up about it - hey, my sly one? You ought to beg my pardon for that blow of his, considering.'

Still no answer came from Tess. There seemed only one escape for her hunted soul. She suddenly took to her heels with the speed of the wind, and, without looking behind her, ran along the road till she came to a gate which opened directly into a plantation44. Into this she plunged45, and did not pause till she was deep enough in its shade to be safe against any possibility of discovery.

Under foot the leaves were dry, and the foliage46 of some holly47 bushes which grew among the deciduous48 trees was dense49 enough to keep off draughts50. She scraped together the dead leaves till she had formed them into a large heap, making a sort of nest in the middle. Into this Tess crept.

Such sleep as she got was naturally fitful; she fancied she heard strange noises, but persuaded herself that they were caused by the breeze. She thought of her husband in some vague warm clime on the other side of the globe, while she was here in the cold. Was there another such a wretched being as she in the world? Tess asked herself; and, thinking of her wasted life, said, `All is vanity.' She repeated the words mechanically, till she reflected that this was a most inadequate51 thought for modern days. Solomon had thought as far as that more than two thousand years ago; she herself, though not in the van of thinkers, had got much further. If all were only vanity, who would mind it? All was, alas52, worse than vanity - injustice53, punishment, exaction54, death. The wife of Angel Clare put her hand to her brow, and felt its curve, and the edges of her eye-sockets perceptible under the soft skin, and thought as she did so that a time would come when that bone would be bare. `I wish it were now,' she said.

In the midst of these whimsical fancies she heard a new strange sound among the leaves. It might be the wind; yet there was scarcely any wind. Sometimes it was a palpitation, sometimes a flutter; sometimes it was a sort of gasp55 or gurgle. Soon she was certain that the noises came from wild creatures of some kind, the more so when, originating in the boughs56 overhead, they were followed by the fall of a heavy body upon the ground. Had she been ensconced here under other and more pleasant conditions she would have become alarmed; but, outside humanity, she had at present no fear.

Day at length broke in the sky. When it had been day aloft for some little while it became day in the wood.

Directly the assuring and prosaic57 light of the world's active hours had grown strong she crept from under her hillock of leaves, and looked around boldly. Then she perceived what had been going on to disturb her. The plantation wherein she had taken shelter ran down at this spot into a peak, which ended it hitherward, outside the hedge being arable58 ground. Under the trees several pheasants lay about, their rich plumage dabbled59 with blood; some were dead, some feebly twitching60 a wing, some staring up at the sky, some pulsating61 quickly, some contorted, some stretched out - all of them writhing62 in agony, except the fortunate ones whose tortures had ended during the night by the inability of nature to bear more.

Tess guessed at once the meaning of this. The birds had been driven down into the corner the day before by some shooting-party; and while those that had dropped dead under the shot, or had died before nightfall, had been searched for and carried off, many badly wounded birds had escaped and hidden themselves away, or risen among the thick boughs, where they had maintained their position till they grew weaker with loss of blood in the night-time, when they had fallen one by one as she had heard them.

She had occasionally caught glimpses of these men in girlhood, looking over hedges, or peering through bushes, and pointing their guns, strangely accoutred, a bloodthirsty light in their eyes. She had been told that, rough and brutal63 as they seemed just then, they were not like this all the year round, but were, in fact, quite civil persons save during certain weeks of autumn and winter, when, like the inhabitants of the Malay Peninsula, they ran amuck64, and made it their purpose to destroy life - in this case harmless feathered creatures, brought into being by artificial means solely65 to gratify these propensities66 - at once so unmannerly and so unchivalrous towards their weaker fellows in Nature's teeming67 family.

With the impulse of a soul who could feel for kindred sufferers as much as for herself, Tess's first thought was to put the still living birds out of their torture, and to this end with her own hands she broke the necks of as many as she could find, leaving them to lie where she had found them till the gamekeepers should come - as they probably would come - to look for them a second time.

`Poor darlings - to suppose myself the most miserable68 being on earth in the sight o' such misery69 as yours!' she exclaimed, her tears running down as she killed the birds tenderly. `And not a twinge of bodily pain about me! I be not mangled70, and I be not bleeding, and I have two hands to feed and clothe me.' She was ashamed of herself for her gloom of the night, based on nothing more tangible71 than a sense of condemnation72 under an arbitrary law of society which had no foundation in Nature.

让我们从前面叙述的冬天的事情转而叙述现在十月的一天吧,这是安琪尔和苔丝分手八个多月以后。我们发现苔丝的情形完全改变了;她不再是把箱子和小盒子交给别人搬运的新娘子了,我们看见的是她自己孤零零地挽着篮子,自己搬运包裹,和她以前没有做新娘子时完全一样了。在此之前,她的丈夫为了让她过得舒服一点而给准备了宽裕的费用,但是现在她只剩下了一个瘪了的钱袋。
  在她再次离开马洛特村她的家后,整个春天和夏天她都是在体力上没有太大的压力下度过的,主要是在离黑荒原谷以西靠近布莱底港的地方做些奶场上的工作,那个地方离她的故乡和泰波塞斯一样的远。她宁愿这样自食其力。在精神上,她仍然停留在一种完全停滞的状态中,她做的一些机械性的工作不仅没有消除这种状态,相反助长了这种状态。她的意识仍然在从前那个奶牛场里,在从前那个季节里,仍然在从前她在那儿遇见的温柔的情人面前——她的这个情人,她一伸手刚要抓住他,拥有他,他就像幻象中的人影不见了。
  奶牛场里的杂工到奶量减少的时候就不需要了,因为她没有找到和在泰波塞斯奶牛场一样的第二份正式工作,所以她只能做一个编外的临时工。但是,由于收获的季节现在已经开始了,所以她只要从牧场转到有庄稼的地方,就可以找到大量的工作,这种情况一直继续到收获结束。
  在克莱尔原来给她的那笔五十镑钱里,她从中扣除一半给了她的父母,算是对父母养育之恩的报答,如今她只剩下二十五镑了,到如今她还只用了一点儿。但是现在到了倒霉的雨季,在这期间,她只好动用她剩下的那些金币了。
  她真舍不得把那些金币用了。那些金币是安琪尔交到她手上的,又新又亮,是他为她从银行里取出来的。这些金币他抚摸过,因此它们就成了神圣的纪念品了——这些金币除了他们两个人接触过,似乎还没有其它的历史——用掉这些金币就如同把圣物扔掉。可是她不得不动用这些金币,只好让这些金币一个一个从她的手中消失了。
  她不得不经常写信,把自己的地址告诉母亲,但是她把自己的境遇隐瞒了。当她的钱快要用完的时候,她母亲写来的一封信送到了她的手上。她的母亲告诉她,她们家陷入了非常艰难的境地;秋雨已经把屋顶淋透了,屋顶需要完全重盖;但是由于上一次盖屋顶的钱还没有付账,所以这次别人就不给盖了。还有,楼上的横梁和天花板也需要修理,这些花费加上上一次的账单,一共是二十五镑的数目。既然她的丈夫是一个有钱人,不用说现在已经回来了,她能不能给他们寄去这笔钱呢?
  就在这时候,克莱尔的银行差不多刚好给苔丝寄了三十镑钱来,情形既是那样窘迫,所以她一收到那三十镑钱,就把她母亲需要的二十镑钱寄了去。在剩下的那十镑钱里,她又用了一些置办了几件冬衣,虽然严冬就在眼前,而她剩下的钱却是不多了。当她用完了最后一个金币的时候,她就只好考虑安琪尔给她说过的一句话了,当她需要钱的时候就去找她的父亲。
  但是苔丝越是思考这个办法,她越是犹豫起来。因为克莱尔的缘故,她产生了一种情绪,敏感,自尊,不必要的羞耻,无论叫它们什么,这种情绪让她把她和丈夫分居的事向自己的父母隐瞒起来,也阻止她去找她丈夫的父亲,去告诉他说,她已经花光了她的丈夫给她留下的一笔数目可观的钱。大概他们已经瞧不起她了;现在像叫化子一样,不是更让他们瞧不起吗!这样考虑的结果,就是这位牧师的媳妇决不能让她公公知道了她目前的状况。
  她对同她丈夫的父亲通信感到犹豫,心想这种犹豫也许随着时间的流逝就会减弱;可是她对于自己的父母刚好相反。她结婚以后,回到父母家里住了几天,接着就离开了,给他们留下的印象是她最终找她丈夫去了;从那时到现在,她从来没有动摇自己等丈夫回来的信心,在无望中生出希望,她的丈夫到巴西去只是短暂的,此后她就会回来接她,或者写信让她去找他;总之,他们不久就会向他们的家庭和世界表现出和好如初的情形。她至今仍然抱有这个希望。她的父母用这次露脸的婚姻掩盖他们第一次的失败以后,再让她的父母知道她是一个弃妇,知道她接济了他们之后,现在全靠她自己的双手谋生,这的确太让人难堪了。
  她又想起了那一副珠宝。克莱尔把它们存在哪儿,她并不知道,这无关紧要,即使在她的手里,她也只能使用它们,而不能变卖它们。即便它们完全属她所有,她用实质上根本就不属于她的名份去拥有它们,这也未免太卑鄙了。
  与此同时,她丈夫的日子也决不是没有遭受磨难。就在此时,他在靠近巴西的克里提巴的粘土地里,淋了几场雷雨,加上受了许多其它的苦难,病倒了,发着高烧,同时和他一起受难的还有许多其他英国农场主和农业工人,他们也都是因为巴西政府的种种许诺被哄骗到这儿来的。他们依据了那种毫无根据的假设,既然在英国的高原上耕田种地,身体能够抵挡住所有的天气时令,自然也能同样抵挡巴西平原上的气候,却不知道英国的天气是他们生来就习惯了的天气,而巴西的气候却是他们突然遭遇的气候。
  我们还是回来叙述苔丝的故事吧。就是在这个时候她用完了最后的一个金币,也没有另外的金币来填补这些金币的空位,而且因为季节的关系,她也发现要找到一个工作极其地困难。她并不知道在生活的任何领域里,有智力、有体力、又健康、又肯干的人总是缺少的,因此她并没有想到去找一个室内的工作;她害怕城镇,害怕大户人家,害怕有钱的和世故的人,害怕除农村以外所有的人。黑色的忧患①是从上流社会来的。那个社会,也许比她根据自己一点儿经验所以为的那样要好一些。但是她没有这方面的证明,因此在这种情形下,她的本能就是避免接触这个社会。
  
  ①黑色的忧患(Black care),见罗马诗人贺拉斯《颂歌》第三章第一节第四十行。

  布莱底港以西有一些小奶牛场,在春天和夏天,苔丝在那儿做过临时挤奶女工,而现在这些奶牛场已经不需要人手了。到泰波塞斯去,要是奶牛场老板仅仅出于同情,大概也不会不给她一个位置;从前在那儿的生活虽然舒服,但是她不能回去了。现在和过去倒了过来,这太不能令人忍受了;她要是回去,也许会引来对她所崇拜的丈夫的责备。她无法忍受他们的同情,更不愿看见他们在那儿相互低声耳语,议论她的奇怪处境;只要他们能够把知道的她的事情藏在心里,她差不多还是可以面对那儿熟悉她环境的每一个人。正是他们在背后对她的相互议论,使她这个敏感的人退缩了。苔丝无法解释这中间的差异,但是知道她感觉到了这一点。
  现在,她正在向本都中部一个高地农场走去。她收到玛丽安写给她的一封信,那封信几经辗转才送到她的手上,推荐她到那个农场去。玛丽安不知道怎么知道了她已经同丈夫分居了——大概是从伊茨·休特那儿听说的——这个好心的喝上了酒的姑娘,以为苔丝陷入了困境,就急忙写信给她从前的这位老朋友,告诉她的老朋友,说她离开奶牛场后就到了这个高原农场上,如果她真的还是像从前一样出来工作的话,那儿还有几个工作位置,希望能在那个农场上同她见面。
  冬日的白昼一天天变短了,她开始放弃了得到她丈夫宽恕的所有希望:她有了野生动物的性情,走路的时候全凭直觉,而从不加思考——她要一步步一点点地把自己同多事的过去割断,把自己的身分消除,从来也不想某些事件或偶然性可能让人很快发现她的踪迹,这种发现对她自己的幸福却是很重要的。
  在她孤独的处境中,自然有许多困难,而其中她的容貌惹人注意却不能算是最小的。在克莱尔的影响下,她除了原先的天然魅力,现在又增添了优雅的举止。她最初穿着准备结婚穿的服装,那些对她偶然的注目倒还没有引起什么麻烦的事情,但是当她的衣服穿破以后不得不穿上农妇的服装时,就不只一次有人当面对她说出粗鲁的话来。不过,一直到十一月一个特别的下午,还没有引起人身侵犯的恐惧。
  她宁愿到布莱底河的西部农村去,也不愿到她现在去的那个高地农场,因为别的不说,西部农村那儿离她丈夫的父亲的家也要近些。她在那个地方寻找工作,没有人认识她,她还想,她也许有一天打定了主意,会去拜访牧师住宅,想到这些她就感到高兴。不过一旦决定了到比较高和干燥的地方去找工作,她就转身向东,一直朝粉新屯的村子走去,并打算在那儿过夜。
  漫长的篱路没有变化,由于冬日的白昼迅速缩短,不知不觉就到了黄昏。她走到一个山顶,往下看见那条下山的篱路,弯弯曲曲地伸展出去,时隐时现,这时候,她听见背后传来了脚步声,不一会儿,就有一个人走到了跟前。那个人走到苔丝的身边说——“晚上好,我漂亮的姑娘。”苔丝客气地回答了他的问话。
  那时候地上的景物都差不多昏暗了,但是天空的余光还能照出她的脸。那个人转过身来,使劲地盯着她看。
  “哎呀,没错,这不是特兰里奇的那个乡下野姑娘吗——做过德贝维尔少爷的朋友,是不是?那个时候我住在那儿,不过我现在不在那儿住了。”
  苔丝认出他来了,他就是那个在酒店里对她说粗话被克莱尔打倒的有钱的村夫。她不禁痛苦得全身一阵痉挛,没有答理他的话。
  “你老实地承认吧,那天我在镇里说的话是真的,尽管你那个情人听了发脾气——喂,我狡猾的野姑娘,是不是?我那天挨了打,你应该请我原谅才对,你想想吧。”
  苔丝仍然没有答理他。她那被追逼的灵魂似乎只有逃跑一条路。她突然抬脚飞跑起来,连头也不回,沿着那条路一直跑到一个栅栏门前,那个门打开着,通向一块人造林地。她一头跑进这块林地,一直跑进了这块林地的深处,感到安全了,不会被发现了,她才停下来。
  脚下的树叶已经干枯了,在这块落叶林中间,长着一些冬青灌木,它们稠密的树叶足可以挡风。她把一些枯叶扫到一起,堆成一大堆,在中间扒出一个窝来。苔丝爬进了这个窝里。
  她这样睡觉自然是断断续续的;她总觉得听见了奇怪的声音,但是她又劝自己说,那些声音只不过是由风引起的。她想到了她的丈夫,当她在这儿受冻的时候,他大概正在地球另一边某个温暖的地方吧。苔丝问自己,在这个世界上还有没有另外一个像她一样的可怜人?她还想到了自己虚度了的光阴,就说:“凡事都是虚空。”①她机械地反复地念叨着这句话,念到后来,才想到这句话对于现代社会已经不合适了。早在两千多年以前,所罗门已经想到了;而她自己虽然不是思想家,但是她想到的还要深刻些。如果一切只是虚空,那么谁还在乎呢?唉,一切比虚空还糟糕——冤屈,惩罚,苛求,死亡。想到这儿,安琪尔·克莱尔的妻子把手举到自己的额头上,摸着额头上的曲线,摸着眼眶的边缘,可以摸到柔嫩皮肤下的骨头,她边摸边想,总有一天这儿只剩下白骨的。“真希望现在就是一片白骨,”她说。
  
  ①凡事都是虚空(All is vanity),见《圣经·传道书》第一章第二节。大卫的儿子所罗门说:“虚空的虚空。”传道者说:“虚空的虚空!凡事都是虚空。”

  正在她胡思乱想的时候,她听见树叶中又出现了一种奇怪的声音。这也许是风声;可是现在几乎没有风呀。有时候是一种颤动的声音,有时候是一种拍打声音,有时候是一种喘气和咯咯的声音。很快,她确信这些声音是某种野外的动物发出来的,她还听出来,有些声音是从头顶上的树枝丛里发出来的,随着那些声音还有沉重的物体掉到地上的声音。如果她当时所处的境遇是比她现在更好的境遇,她一定要张惶失措的;但是,只要不是人类,现在她是不害怕了。
  天色终于破晓了。天色大亮后不久,树林里也变亮了。
  在世界上这个充满活力的时候,天上使人放心的平凡的光明已经变得强烈了,她立刻从那一堆树叶中爬了出来,大着胆子查看了一下四周。接着,她看见了一直闹得她紧张不安的东西了。这片她暂借栖身的树林子,从山上延伸到她现在所处的地点,形成了一个尖端,树林在这儿便足尽头,树篱外面便是耕地。在那些树下,有几只山鸡四下里躺着,它们华丽的羽毛上沾着斑斑血迹;有些山鸡已经死了,有些山鸡还在无力地拍打着翅膀,有些山鸡瞪着天空,有些山鸡还在扑打着,有些山鸡乱扭着,有些山鸡伸直了身子躺在地上——所有的山鸡都在痛苦地扭动着,不过那几只幸运的山鸡除外,它们在夜里流血过多,再也无力坚持了,已经结束了它们的痛苦。
  苔丝立刻明白了这是怎么回事。这群山鸡都是在昨天被一群打猎的人赶到这个角落里未的;那些被枪弹打死掉在地上的,或者在天黑前断了气的,都被打猎的找着了,拿走了,许多受了重伤的山鸡逃走了,躲藏起来,或者飞进了稠密的树枝里,在夜晚勉强挣扎着,直到血流尽了,才一只一只地掉到地上;苔丝听见的就是它们掉下来的声音。
  过去她曾偶尔看见过那些猪鸟的人,他们在树篱中间搜寻,在灌木丛里窥视,比划着他们的猎枪,穿着奇怪的服装,眼睛里带着嗜血的凶光。她曾经听人说过,他们那时候似乎粗鲁野蛮,但不是一年到头都是这样,其实他们都是一些十分文明的人,只是在秋天或冬天的几个星期里,才像马来半岛上的居民那样杀气腾腾,一味地杀害生灵——他们猎杀的这些与人无害的羽毛生物,都是为了满足他们这种杀生嗜好而预先用人工培养出来的——那个时候,他们对大自然芸芸众生中比他们弱小的生灵,竟是那样地粗野,那样地残酷。
  苔丝对这些和自己一样的受难者,不由得动了恻隐之心,她首先想到的是结束那些还活着的山鸡的痛苦,所以她就把那些她能找到的山鸡都一个个扭断了脖子,免得它们继续受罪;她把它们都弄死了,扔在原地,等那些打猎的人再来找它们——他们大概还会来的——第二次来寻找那些山鸡。
  “可怜的小东西一看见你们这样受苦,还能说我是天底下最痛苦的人吗?”她大声说,在她轻轻地把山鸡弄死的时候,眼泪流了下来。“我可是一点儿肉体的痛苦也没有受到啊!我没有缺胳膊少腿,没有流血,我还有两只手挣衣服穿,挣饭吃呀。”她于是为那天夜里自己的颓丧感到羞愧了。她的羞愧实在是没有根据的,只不过在毫无自然基础的人为的社会礼法面前,她感到自己是一个罪人罢了。



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1 probationary 4f480e69f8bdba233b8119c6b582573c     
试用的,缓刑的
参考例句:
  • After a six-month probationary period, she was confirmed in her post. 经过六个月的试用期之后,她获准正式任该职。
  • After a three-month probationary period, she was confirmed in her post. 经过三个月的试用期后,她获准正式任职。
2 flattened 1d5d9fedd9ab44a19d9f30a0b81f79a8     
[医](水)平扁的,弄平的
参考例句:
  • She flattened her nose and lips against the window. 她把鼻子和嘴唇紧贴着窗户。
  • I flattened myself against the wall to let them pass. 我身体紧靠着墙让他们通过。
3 rendering oV5xD     
n.表现,描写
参考例句:
  • She gave a splendid rendering of Beethoven's piano sonata.她精彩地演奏了贝多芬的钢琴奏鸣曲。
  • His narrative is a super rendering of dialect speech and idiom.他的叙述是方言和土语最成功的运用。
4 stagnation suVwt     
n. 停滞
参考例句:
  • Poor economic policies led to a long period of stagnation and decline. 糟糕的经济政策道致了长时间的经济萧条和下滑。
  • Motion is absolute while stagnation is relative. 运动是绝对的,而静止是相对的。
5 lessen 01gx4     
vt.减少,减轻;缩小
参考例句:
  • Regular exercise can help to lessen the pain.经常运动有助于减轻痛感。
  • They've made great effort to lessen the noise of planes.他们尽力减小飞机的噪音。
6 deducting a8b7c0fd0943a3e50d5131ea645ec08e     
v.扣除,减去( deduct的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • Deducting drop size and velocity from circular blood stains. 如何从循环的血液中降低血滴的大小和速度。 来自电影对白
  • Ordinary shareholders receive dividend from profit after deducting the preference shares dividend. 普通股股东可获派剩馀的盈利为股息。 来自互联网
7 vet 2HfyG     
n.兽医,退役军人;vt.检查
参考例句:
  • I took my dog to the vet.我把狗带到兽医诊所看病。
  • Someone should vet this report before it goes out.这篇报道发表之前应该有人对它进行详查。
8 interval 85kxY     
n.间隔,间距;幕间休息,中场休息
参考例句:
  • The interval between the two trees measures 40 feet.这两棵树的间隔是40英尺。
  • There was a long interval before he anwsered the telephone.隔了好久他才回了电话。
9 consecrated consecrated     
adj.神圣的,被视为神圣的v.把…奉为神圣,给…祝圣( consecrate的过去式和过去分词 );奉献
参考例句:
  • The church was consecrated in 1853. 这座教堂于1853年祝圣。
  • They consecrated a temple to their god. 他们把庙奉献给神。 来自《简明英汉词典》
10 disperse ulxzL     
vi.使分散;使消失;vt.分散;驱散
参考例句:
  • The cattle were swinging their tails to disperse the flies.那些牛甩动着尾巴驱赶苍蝇。
  • The children disperse for the holidays.孩子们放假了。
11 relics UkMzSr     
[pl.]n.遗物,遗迹,遗产;遗体,尸骸
参考例句:
  • The area is a treasure house of archaeological relics. 这个地区是古文物遗迹的宝库。
  • Xi'an is an ancient city full of treasures and saintly relics. 西安是一个有很多宝藏和神圣的遗物的古老城市。
12 concealed 0v3zxG     
a.隐藏的,隐蔽的
参考例句:
  • The paintings were concealed beneath a thick layer of plaster. 那些画被隐藏在厚厚的灰泥层下面。
  • I think he had a gun concealed about his person. 我认为他当时身上藏有一支枪。
13 thatch FGJyg     
vt.用茅草覆盖…的顶部;n.茅草(屋)
参考例句:
  • They lit a torch and set fire to the chapel's thatch.他们点着一支火把,放火烧了小教堂的茅草屋顶。
  • They topped off the hut with a straw thatch. 他们给小屋盖上茅草屋顶。
14 renewal UtZyW     
adj.(契约)延期,续订,更新,复活,重来
参考例句:
  • Her contract is coming up for renewal in the autumn.她的合同秋天就应该续签了。
  • Easter eggs symbolize the renewal of life.复活蛋象征新生。
15 expend Fmwx6     
vt.花费,消费,消耗
参考例句:
  • Don't expend all your time on such a useless job.不要把时间消耗在这种无用的工作上。
  • They expend all their strength in trying to climb out.他们费尽全力想爬出来。
16 nominal Y0Tyt     
adj.名义上的;(金额、租金)微不足道的
参考例句:
  • The king was only the nominal head of the state. 国王只是这个国家名义上的元首。
  • The charge of the box lunch was nominal.午餐盒饭收费很少。
17 inclement 59PxV     
adj.严酷的,严厉的,恶劣的
参考例句:
  • The inclement weather brought forth a host of diseases.恶劣的天气引起了种种疾病。
  • They kept on going,even through the inclement weather.即使天气恶劣,他们还是执意要去。
18 delicacy mxuxS     
n.精致,细微,微妙,精良;美味,佳肴
参考例句:
  • We admired the delicacy of the craftsmanship.我们佩服工艺师精巧的手艺。
  • He sensed the delicacy of the situation.他感觉到了形势的微妙。
19 estrangement 5nWxt     
n.疏远,失和,不和
参考例句:
  • a period of estrangement from his wife 他与妻子分居期间
  • The quarrel led to a complete estrangement between her and her family. 这一争吵使她同家人完全疏远了。 来自《简明英汉词典》
20 mendicant 973z5     
n.乞丐;adj.行乞的
参考例句:
  • He seemed not an ordinary mendicant.他好象不是寻常的乞丐。
  • The one-legged mendicant begins to beg from door to door.独腿乞丐开始挨门乞讨。
21 reluctance 8VRx8     
n.厌恶,讨厌,勉强,不情愿
参考例句:
  • The police released Andrew with reluctance.警方勉强把安德鲁放走了。
  • He showed the greatest reluctance to make a reply.他表示很不愿意答复。
22 lapse t2lxL     
n.过失,流逝,失效,抛弃信仰,间隔;vi.堕落,停止,失效,流逝;vt.使失效
参考例句:
  • The incident was being seen as a serious security lapse.这一事故被看作是一次严重的安全疏忽。
  • I had a lapse of memory.我记错了。
23 deserted GukzoL     
adj.荒芜的,荒废的,无人的,被遗弃的
参考例句:
  • The deserted village was filled with a deathly silence.这个荒废的村庄死一般的寂静。
  • The enemy chieftain was opposed and deserted by his followers.敌人头目众叛亲离。
24 collapse aWvyE     
vi.累倒;昏倒;倒塌;塌陷
参考例句:
  • The country's economy is on the verge of collapse.国家的经济已到了崩溃的边缘。
  • The engineer made a complete diagnosis of the bridge's collapse.工程师对桥的倒塌做了一次彻底的调查分析。
25 essentially nntxw     
adv.本质上,实质上,基本上
参考例句:
  • Really great men are essentially modest.真正的伟人大都很谦虚。
  • She is an essentially selfish person.她本质上是个自私自利的人。
26 drenched cu0zJp     
adj.湿透的;充满的v.使湿透( drench的过去式和过去分词 );在某人(某物)上大量使用(某液体)
参考例句:
  • We were caught in the storm and got drenched to the skin. 我们遇上了暴雨,淋得浑身透湿。
  • The rain drenched us. 雨把我们淋得湿透。 来自《简明英汉词典》
27 persecuted 2daa49e8c0ac1d04bf9c3650a3d486f3     
(尤指宗教或政治信仰的)迫害(~sb. for sth.)( persecute的过去式和过去分词 ); 烦扰,困扰或骚扰某人
参考例句:
  • Throughout history, people have been persecuted for their religious beliefs. 人们因宗教信仰而受迫害的情况贯穿了整个历史。
  • Members of these sects are ruthlessly persecuted and suppressed. 这些教派的成员遭到了残酷的迫害和镇压。
28 deluded 7cff2ff368bbd8757f3c8daaf8eafd7f     
v.欺骗,哄骗( delude的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • Don't be deluded into thinking that we are out of danger yet. 不要误以为我们已脱离危险。
  • She deluded everyone into following her. 她骗得每个人都听信她的。 来自《简明英汉词典》
29 thither cgRz1o     
adv.向那里;adj.在那边的,对岸的
参考例句:
  • He wandered hither and thither looking for a playmate.他逛来逛去找玩伴。
  • He tramped hither and thither.他到处流浪。
30 compassion 3q2zZ     
n.同情,怜悯
参考例句:
  • He could not help having compassion for the poor creature.他情不自禁地怜悯起那个可怜的人来。
  • Her heart was filled with compassion for the motherless children.她对于没有母亲的孩子们充满了怜悯心。
31 isolated bqmzTd     
adj.与世隔绝的
参考例句:
  • His bad behaviour was just an isolated incident. 他的不良行为只是个别事件。
  • Patients with the disease should be isolated. 这种病的患者应予以隔离。
32 wince tgCwX     
n.畏缩,退避,(因痛苦,苦恼等)面部肌肉抽动;v.畏缩,退缩,退避
参考例句:
  • The barb of his wit made us wince.他那锋芒毕露的机智使我们退避三舍。
  • His smile soon modified to a wince.他的微笑很快就成了脸部肌肉的抽搐。
33 rambled f9968757e060a59ff2ab1825c2706de5     
(无目的地)漫游( ramble的过去式和过去分词 ); (喻)漫谈; 扯淡; 长篇大论
参考例句:
  • We rambled through the woods. 我们漫步走过树林。
  • She rambled on at great length but she didn't get to the heart of the matter. 她夹七夹八地说了许多话也没说到点子上。
34 obliterating ccbd87387f18865c6ec59c3e2975ee4d     
v.除去( obliterate的现在分词 );涂去;擦掉;彻底破坏或毁灭
参考例句:
  • Michael smoked the competition, obliterating field in most of his events. 迈克尔让比赛放光,几乎淹没了他所参加的大多数项目。 来自互联网
  • He heard Pam screaming.The noise became obliterating.Then solid darkness descended. 在一片混乱中,他听到了帕姆的尖叫。接下来,噪音消失了,黑暗降临了。 来自互联网
35 contingencies ae3107a781f5a432c8e43398516126af     
n.偶然发生的事故,意外事故( contingency的名词复数 );以备万一
参考例句:
  • We must consider all possible contingencies. 我们必须考虑一切可能发生的事。
  • We must be prepared for all contingencies. 我们要作好各种准备,以防意外。 来自辞典例句
36 hover FQSzM     
vi.翱翔,盘旋;徘徊;彷徨,犹豫
参考例句:
  • You don't hover round the table.你不要围着桌子走来走去。
  • A plane is hover on our house.有一架飞机在我们的房子上盘旋。
37 decided lvqzZd     
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
参考例句:
  • This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
  • There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
38 eastward CrjxP     
adv.向东;adj.向东的;n.东方,东部
参考例句:
  • The river here tends eastward.这条河从这里向东流。
  • The crowd is heading eastward,believing that they can find gold there.人群正在向东移去,他们认为在那里可以找到黄金。
39 serpentine MEgzx     
adj.蜿蜒的,弯曲的
参考例句:
  • One part of the Serpentine is kept for swimmers.蜿蜒河的一段划为游泳区。
  • Tremolite laths and serpentine minerals are present in places.有的地方出现透闪石板条及蛇纹石。
40 squire 0htzjV     
n.护卫, 侍从, 乡绅
参考例句:
  • I told him the squire was the most liberal of men.我告诉他乡绅是世界上最宽宏大量的人。
  • The squire was hard at work at Bristol.乡绅在布里斯托尔热衷于他的工作。
41 boor atRzU     
n.举止粗野的人;乡下佬
参考例句:
  • I'm a bit of a boor,so I hope you won't mind if I speak bluntly.我是一个粗人,说话直来直去,你可别见怪。
  • If he fears the intellectual,he despises the boor.他对知识分子有戒心,但是更瞧不起乡下人。
42 spasm dFJzH     
n.痉挛,抽搐;一阵发作
参考例句:
  • When the spasm passed,it left him weak and sweating.一阵痉挛之后,他虚弱无力,一直冒汗。
  • He kicked the chair in a spasm of impatience.他突然变得不耐烦,一脚踢向椅子。
43 anguish awZz0     
n.(尤指心灵上的)极度痛苦,烦恼
参考例句:
  • She cried out for anguish at parting.分手时,她由于痛苦而失声大哭。
  • The unspeakable anguish wrung his heart.难言的痛苦折磨着他的心。
44 plantation oOWxz     
n.种植园,大农场
参考例句:
  • His father-in-law is a plantation manager.他岳父是个种植园经营者。
  • The plantation owner has possessed himself of a vast piece of land.这个种植园主把大片土地占为己有。
45 plunged 06a599a54b33c9d941718dccc7739582     
v.颠簸( plunge的过去式和过去分词 );暴跌;骤降;突降
参考例句:
  • The train derailed and plunged into the river. 火车脱轨栽进了河里。
  • She lost her balance and plunged 100 feet to her death. 她没有站稳,从100英尺的高处跌下摔死了。
46 foliage QgnzK     
n.叶子,树叶,簇叶
参考例句:
  • The path was completely covered by the dense foliage.小路被树叶厚厚地盖了一层。
  • Dark foliage clothes the hills.浓密的树叶覆盖着群山。
47 holly hrdzTt     
n.[植]冬青属灌木
参考例句:
  • I recently acquired some wood from a holly tree.最近我从一棵冬青树上弄了些木料。
  • People often decorate their houses with holly at Christmas.人们总是在圣诞节时用冬青来装饰房屋。
48 deciduous 992yy     
adj.非永久的;短暂的;脱落的;落叶的
参考例句:
  • Overgrown deciduous shrubs can be cut back at this time of year.过于繁茂的落叶灌木可以在每年的这个时候修剪。
  • Deciduous trees shed their leaves in autumn.落叶树木在秋天落叶。
49 dense aONzX     
a.密集的,稠密的,浓密的;密度大的
参考例句:
  • The general ambushed his troops in the dense woods. 将军把部队埋伏在浓密的树林里。
  • The path was completely covered by the dense foliage. 小路被树叶厚厚地盖了一层。
50 draughts 154c3dda2291d52a1622995b252b5ac8     
n. <英>国际跳棋
参考例句:
  • Seal (up) the window to prevent draughts. 把窗户封起来以防风。
  • I will play at draughts with him. 我跟他下一盘棋吧!
51 inadequate 2kzyk     
adj.(for,to)不充足的,不适当的
参考例句:
  • The supply is inadequate to meet the demand.供不应求。
  • She was inadequate to the demands that were made on her.她还无力满足对她提出的各项要求。
52 alas Rx8z1     
int.唉(表示悲伤、忧愁、恐惧等)
参考例句:
  • Alas!The window is broken!哎呀!窗子破了!
  • Alas,the truth is less romantic.然而,真理很少带有浪漫色彩。
53 injustice O45yL     
n.非正义,不公正,不公平,侵犯(别人的)权利
参考例句:
  • They complained of injustice in the way they had been treated.他们抱怨受到不公平的对待。
  • All his life he has been struggling against injustice.他一生都在与不公正现象作斗争。
54 exaction LnxxF     
n.强求,强征;杂税
参考例句:
  • The aged leader was exhausted by the exaction of a pitiless system.作为年迈的领导人,冷酷无情制度的苛求使他心力交瘁。
  • The exaction was revived by Richard I.这种苛捐杂税被查理一世加以恢复。
55 gasp UfxzL     
n.喘息,气喘;v.喘息;气吁吁他说
参考例句:
  • She gave a gasp of surprise.她吃惊得大口喘气。
  • The enemy are at their last gasp.敌人在做垂死的挣扎。
56 boughs 95e9deca9a2fb4bbbe66832caa8e63e0     
大树枝( bough的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • The green boughs glittered with all their pearls of dew. 绿枝上闪烁着露珠的光彩。
  • A breeze sighed in the higher boughs. 微风在高高的树枝上叹息着。
57 prosaic i0szo     
adj.单调的,无趣的
参考例句:
  • The truth is more prosaic.真相更加乏味。
  • It was a prosaic description of the scene.这是对场景没有想象力的一个描述。
58 arable vNuyi     
adj.可耕的,适合种植的
参考例句:
  • The terrain changed quickly from arable land to desert.那个地带很快就从耕地变成了沙漠。
  • Do you know how much arable land has been desolated?你知道什么每年有多少土地荒漠化吗?
59 dabbled 55999aeda1ff87034ef046ec73004cbf     
v.涉猎( dabble的过去式和过去分词 );涉足;浅尝;少量投资
参考例句:
  • He dabbled in business. 他搞过一点生意。 来自辞典例句
  • His vesture was dabbled in blood. 他穿的衣服上溅满了鲜血。 来自辞典例句
60 twitching 97f99ba519862a2bc691c280cee4d4cf     
n.颤搐
参考例句:
  • The child in a spasm kept twitching his arms and legs. 那个害痉挛的孩子四肢不断地抽搐。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
  • My eyelids keep twitching all the time. 我眼皮老是跳。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
61 pulsating d9276d5eaa70da7d97b300b971f0d74b     
adj.搏动的,脉冲的v.有节奏地舒张及收缩( pulsate的现在分词 );跳动;脉动;受(激情)震动
参考例句:
  • Lights were pulsating in the sky. 天空有闪烁的光。
  • Spindles and fingers moved so quickly that the workshop seemed to be one great nervously-pulsating machine. 工作很紧张,全车间是一个飞快的转轮。 来自子夜部分
62 writhing 8e4d2653b7af038722d3f7503ad7849c     
(因极度痛苦而)扭动或翻滚( writhe的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • She was writhing around on the floor in agony. 她痛得在地板上直打滚。
  • He was writhing on the ground in agony. 他痛苦地在地上打滚。
63 brutal bSFyb     
adj.残忍的,野蛮的,不讲理的
参考例句:
  • She has to face the brutal reality.她不得不去面对冷酷的现实。
  • They're brutal people behind their civilised veneer.他们表面上温文有礼,骨子里却是野蛮残忍。
64 amuck lLFyK     
ad.狂乱地
参考例句:
  • The sea ran amuck.海上风暴肆虐。
  • The scoundrels who ran amuck will be severely punished.横行无忌的歹徒将受到严惩。
65 solely FwGwe     
adv.仅仅,唯一地
参考例句:
  • Success should not be measured solely by educational achievement.成功与否不应只用学业成绩来衡量。
  • The town depends almost solely on the tourist trade.这座城市几乎完全靠旅游业维持。
66 propensities db21cf5e8e107956850789513a53d25f     
n.倾向,习性( propensity的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • This paper regarded AFT as a criterion to estimate slagging propensities. 文中以灰熔点作为判断煤灰结渣倾向的标准。 来自互联网
  • Our results demonstrate that different types of authoritarian regime face different propensities to develop toward democracy. 本文研究结果显示,不同的威权主义政体所面对的民主发展倾向是不同的。 来自互联网
67 teeming 855ef2b5bd20950d32245ec965891e4a     
adj.丰富的v.充满( teem的现在分词 );到处都是;(指水、雨等)暴降;倾注
参考例句:
  • The rain was teeming down. 大雨倾盆而下。
  • the teeming streets of the city 熙熙攘攘的城市街道
68 miserable g18yk     
adj.悲惨的,痛苦的;可怜的,糟糕的
参考例句:
  • It was miserable of you to make fun of him.你取笑他,这是可耻的。
  • Her past life was miserable.她过去的生活很苦。
69 misery G10yi     
n.痛苦,苦恼,苦难;悲惨的境遇,贫苦
参考例句:
  • Business depression usually causes misery among the working class.商业不景气常使工薪阶层受苦。
  • He has rescued me from the mire of misery.他把我从苦海里救了出来。
70 mangled c6ddad2d2b989a3ee0c19033d9ef021b     
vt.乱砍(mangle的过去式与过去分词形式)
参考例句:
  • His hand was mangled in the machine. 他的手卷到机器里轧烂了。
  • He was off work because he'd mangled his hand in a machine. 他没上班,因为他的手给机器严重压伤了。 来自《简明英汉词典》
71 tangible 4IHzo     
adj.有形的,可触摸的,确凿的,实际的
参考例句:
  • The policy has not yet brought any tangible benefits.这项政策还没有带来任何实质性的好处。
  • There is no tangible proof.没有确凿的证据。
72 condemnation 2pSzp     
n.谴责; 定罪
参考例句:
  • There was widespread condemnation of the invasion. 那次侵略遭到了人们普遍的谴责。
  • The jury's condemnation was a shock to the suspect. 陪审团宣告有罪使嫌疑犯大为震惊。
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