Love is just thread

有时，我真的怀疑父母之间是否还有爱情。他们从未像我在书中读到的，或在电视中看到的那样互诉衷肠。他们从来不说“我爱你”，更不用说在情人节送花了。一天，母亲正在缝被子，我问了她一个问题：“妈妈，你和爸爸之间有没有爱情啊？”

母亲突然停下了手中的活，满眼诧异地抬起头。过了一会，她说：“看看这些线，有的地方，你能看得见，但是大多数的线都隐藏在被子里。这些线让被子长久耐用。如果把生活看成一床被子，那么爱就是其中的线。你不可能随时随地看到它，但是它却实实在在地存在着。爱是内在的。”

Sometimes I really doubt whether there is love between my parents. Every day they are very busy trying to earn money in order to pay the high tuition¹ for my brother and me. They don't act in the romantic² ways that I read in books or I see on TV. In their opinion, "I love you" is too luxurious³ for them to say. Sending flowers to each other on Valentine's Day is even more out of the question. Finally my father has a bad temper⁴. When he's very tired from the hard work, it is easy for him to lose his temper.

One day, my mother was sewing a quilt. I silently⁵ sat down beside her and looked at her.

"Mom, I have a question to ask you," I said after a while.

"What?" she replied, still doing her work.

"Is there love between you and Dad?" I asked her in a very low voice.

My mother stopped her work and raised her head with surprise in her eyes. She didn't answer immediately. Then she bowed her head and continued to sew the quilt.

I was very worried because I thought I had hurt her. I was in a great embarrassment⁶ and I didn't know what I should do. But at last I heard my mother say the following words:

"Susan," she said thoughtfully⁷, "Look at this thread. Sometimes it appears, but most of it disappears in the quilt. The thread really makes the quilt strong and durable⁸. If life is a quilt, then love should be a thread. It can hardly be seen anywhere or anytime, but it's really there. Love is inside."

I listened carefully but I couldn't understand her until the next spring. At that time, my father suddenly got sick seriously. My mother had to stay with him in the hospital for a month. When they returned from the hospital, they both looked very pale. It seemed both of them had had a serious illness.

After they were back, every day in the morning and dusk⁹, my mother helped my father walk slowly on the country road. My father had never been so gentle. It seemed they were the most harmonious¹⁰ couple. Along the country road, there were many beautiful flowers, green grass and trees. The sun gently glistened¹¹ through the leaves. All of these made up the most beautiful picture in the world.

The doctor had said my father would recover in two months. But after two months he still couldn't walk by himself. All of us were worried about him.

"Dad, how are you feeling now?" I asked him one day.

"Susan, don't worry about me." he said gently. "To tell you the truth, I just like walking with your mom. I like this kind of life." Reading his eyes, I know he loves my mother deeply¹².

Once I thought love meant flowers, gifts and sweet kisses. But from this experience, I understand that love is just a thread in the quilt of our life. Love is inside, making life strong and warm..